August 2009
1 post
The Drop
Well most of you know whats been going on with me…some of you may not. Well for those who dont and to update everyone….i have a unknown cancer that i get to name. This cancer dwells in the thigh of my right leg. However, the muscle it lives in along with the tumor, will be taken out monday afternoon. From there i have a two weeks recovery period…and its possible that i may being...
May 2009
1 post
Chelsea.....
i need a few things from you….
1. Phone sex
2. Your email addy (i got gmail now.)
3. Your Twatter….im sorry….i mean twitter.
4. You and I to be in the same living coordinates.
and last,
5. Another Jam Session for sure….
I love you.
February 2009
5 posts
Truth?
well the last couple of weeks i have been spending time when im alone to figure out why truly makes me and who i am exactly…and i have come up with nothing. well i do love being around people. but that doesn’t answer everything and its not exactly what i need. im having an identity crisis and im trying to figure out why lately i have been depressed when i have nothing to be depressed...
I am going to spend the rest of the evening...
idontlikeyou:
What’s important.
What is true happiness.
Where do I find peace.
Why am I doing what I’m doing.
Sometimes I do so much of what I do I forget why I’m doing it. I need to remember the why as much as the what’s next.
thats weird….thats EXACTLY the things im contemplating tonight. and i dont know where to start…i dont even know what the truth is….
A Kelly back in full force. Good Morning everyone...
January 2009
2 posts
““Do you know what ‘If U Seek Amy’ means?”
i love that song! lol.
i think it...”
– Aww, the cutest FB message I was sent today. (yes, my status is so “Rob: oh baby If U See(k) Amy tonight”). And for the record, the first comment was “Okay” - winner! (via britches)
Sober
i dont even remember what its like to be sober. my life is in a downhill spiral. im on my way to burn in hell…im sure of it.
out of the last 8 days, i have been sober 1 day.
im so alone here.
chelsea, with your phone off, i have no one. all my friends here have betrayed me in some way. every guy has lied and treated me like shit. i cant say no to going out and getting wasted. and now, my...
December 2008
15 posts
Battling Myself
I dont even know whats going on with me. im so sick and tired of feeling the anxiety and this pain from the past. i just cant seem to let go. i want to let go so bad. i want to be free. i dont want to worry. i want to be relieved. its like i go from secure to insecure in about .00007 seconds. and then back again. My entire life i have searched and searched for the one who i can just talk to every...
Needs Chelsea
im gonna need you tonight best friend of mine. i miss you so much im honestly crying right now….all because i miss u so much!
The Last Two Hours
i have spent learning Britney Spears’ Good Morning America “Circus” performance!!!
and let me tell you…i have got it down!!
so when i go to the club this weekend and they play that song………
“hope you came prepared…”
So, is Chris fake too? Whaaaaaaat the hell
electricpencils:
donautistic:
electricpencils:
donautistic:
electricpencils:
(via afghanistanbananastand)
Me? Only my breasts are fake.
can i touch them?
Only if you:
A. Bring me some food.
B. Buy me Huey Lewis and the News’s “Sports”.
If you do both, well, I won’t mention the prize that you get for that.
ok…what do you want to eat?
and would u like coffee to go with the News...
OMJOSH! Welcome back to Tumblr!!
(via fowlerfotography)
thanx so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, is Chris fake too? Whaaaaaaat the hell
electricpencils:
donautistic:
electricpencils:
(via afghanistanbananastand)
Me? Only my breasts are fake.
can i touch them?
Only if you:
A. Bring me some food.
B. Buy me Huey Lewis and the News’s “Sports”.
If you do both, well, I won’t mention the prize that you get for that.
ok…what do you want to eat?
and would u like coffee to go with the News and Huey Lewis?
JOSH....
afghanistanbananastand:
I FUCKING LOVE YOUR NEW PICTURE!!!!!
MARRY ME!!!
Wait, you can’t get married, you’re gay. Shit.
ok!!!!!!!!…..oh yeah. i forgot.
buy a penis on amazon!!!!!!!
So, is Chris fake too? Whaaaaaaat the hell
electricpencils:
(via afghanistanbananastand)
Me? Only my breasts are fake.
can i touch them?
So, is Chris fake too? Whaaaaaaat the hell
(via afghanistanbananastand)
yes. i have been chris and tara. im sorry guys. i just wanted to have some fun. i have no idea what im talking about right now. TOO MUCH COFFEE!!!!!
aliens…wherE?
Ohhhhkay...
afghanistanbananastand:
Everybody take a deep breath.
No attacking Tephie.
Shake it off kids.
We got had. The end.
wait……what?
im only 22. and i was a protected child and i...
YOU ARE THE LIGHT AND LOVE OF MY LIFE →
afghanistanbananastand:
And you cheered me up from the second I heard your voice on the phone.
December 12- Official Drunk Day! I can’t wait to see your face. And you know, despite the weather, we will spend the majority of the time on the front porch. Because that’s what we do.
I can’t believe you have a boyfriend. aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. He better be nicer than cancer boy.
awww chelsea!!!
...
November 2008
9 posts
Pee-Ness
is what i have going on today. i have peed like seriously….20 times in the last two hours. damn Route 44 tea beverage from sonic…CURSE YOU!
Ace of Base
is just simply amazing! they have their 6th studio album coming out next year! WOO!!!!!
god that brings back so many memories. thank you stephen for bringing ace of base back into my life.
Leave it to you...
afghanistanbananastand:
to ask me to be your best man, and to either dress in a gorilla suit or as Chewbacca to your wedding. <3
haha of course! im CRAZY! lol.
He Made Me Cry
afghanistanbananastand:
lateniteriser:
donautistic:
Yep. The guy i am talking to. the guy i am dating. the guy i cant stop thinking about. the guy who keeps amazing me every day made me cry….
of pure sweet joy.
———————————-
AWESOME!
————————————-
A couple of points:
A- This IS awesome, and far too long coming. You deserve it.
B- I hope when you say that you’re being honest about your...
He Made Me Cry
Yep. The guy i am talking to. the guy i am dating. the guy i cant stop thinking about. the guy who keeps amazing me every day made me cry….
of pure sweet joy.
i had a bad day at work. i was very upset and super grumpy when i came home. it was one of those nights where every little thing makes me upset. and i told him i just want ice cream and to see him. so he hurried to pick me up take me...
October 2008
13 posts
“I talked to everyone and nobody likes you.”
– Chelsea (via donautistic)
Hahahaha… the beautiful words that started a beautiful friendship.
(via afghanistanbananastand)
oh yes and look how far we have come :) yay for NOV. 4th!!!!
“I talked to everyone and nobody likes you.”
– Chelsea
WatchI guess ill do the hyping for this game. So here it is Ladies and Gentlemen:
The Last Remnant
Release Date: November 20, 2008 in North America, Europe, and Japan
For RPG Fanatics Like Myself....
Don’t you agree that Square-Enix needs to be adveritisting and hyping their new games!? such as, “The Last Remnant.” This game is getting great early reviews, constant video viewers, but yet a dead message board. Where is the marketing for this game!? I personally haven’t wanted or longed for a game in a long time. and i mean im obsessed with this game. My XBOX360 theme is...
I'm getting worse
afghanistanbananastand:
I try hard not to be as commitment phobic as I am, but the universe keeps giving me reason to be.
Reason #4580969- I HATE COUPLES. Not because I’m jealous or think they are “cute.” Hanging out with couples is so fucking annoying. Being in a relationship turns people into assholes socially. Last night I spent time with two friends that I adore individually, but I don’t...
Fucking Heartless Men
I have told several “men” today that i had to put my dog to sleep. i watched him get the shot and then die. when your dog is apart of your life for 16 years…wouldnt you cry too? These “men” ask me, “you cried over a dog?” yeah i FUCKING CRIED! gotta a problem with that? ugh! When your used to him being there waiting for you to come home kind of hard coming...
Pink eye and shot (pt. 2)
yes you guessed it! i have pink eye….AGAIN! ugh. this time its in the other eye! god i think i have AIDS! lol jk. and this time the shot isn’t for me. its for my dog. he has cancer and we are putting him to sleep today. what a wonderful way to start my day. i dont deal with death very well. even its a dog. he has been in my life for the past 16 yrs. so its like losing a family member....
Our Video
i watched our video tonight. man how i miss you guys sooooo much. i love you!!
Insanity
is exactly where im headed. i cant wrap my brain around the essential reason as to why i hurt continuously. every song, every breath, every picture, everything, and every day i just break. its so weird. i cant seem to find a smile thats real anymore. well being here in this god forsaken city. i miss what i had. my friends, school, apt, life. and i made one choice they destroyed it all. and now im...
Pink eye and shot
afghanistanbananastand:
donautistic:
thats right. i have pink eye as of yesterday. i went to the doctor so i can just get a doctors note for work…i really didnt think i had pink eye. just thought it was allergies and that itched and burned really bad. and i didnt want to go to work. so i go to the doctor and he is like, “you have pink eye, congestitis, you have a sty in your eye as well.” omg!...
Pink eye and shot
thats right. i have pink eye as of yesterday. i went to the doctor so i can just get a doctors note for work…i really didnt think i had pink eye. just thought it was allergies and that itched and burned really bad. and i didnt want to go to work. so i go to the doctor and he is like, “you have pink eye, congestitis, you have a sty in your eye as well.” omg! please find out...
September 2008
10 posts
I altered it slightly... and reposting
basicwhitetrash:
go ahead and go
get that far off look in your eyes
or just close them…
turn your face away from me
lose yourself in your own head
and we’ll pretend like I
am just that easily led
Fuck me again
A little harder this time
Do it like you really believe
that I’ve never cared
Just fuck me
Like I’m not even there
Picture yourself
Somewhere else
The way I picture you
In...
Dear Josh,
basicwhitetrash:
I don’t know HOW this crossed my mind today, because it was a LONG time ago and we haven’t talked about it in ages…. but it did.
Remember the time you guys went in Wal-Mart to buy something-er-other, and for some reason I decided to stay in Jessica’s car? You guys took were taking entirely too long, and, well, you know me and what happens when my mind is idle for .5 seconds or...
